I feel so blessed in my life.
I really do. When I look back at my life, I really thank God for putting or blessing me with things in my life.
Things that is in abundance, things that actually I would never dreamed I would get.
However, sometimes blessings are also burdens.
I feel blessed yet burdened.
Its just a very very mixed feeling.
I hate this feeling.
It puts you in the spot, and it affects you a lot.
Makes you think till your brains turn flacid.
Causes you to choose, and when you cant, you change.
Just take a lion for example.
I adopt a lion and feed it everyday.
It does not earn its meals.
Then one day I decide to let it go into the wild.
It Wants food, but it is waiting for it.
And because of this, it has to change.
It was spoonfed, but now it needs to hunt for its own food, so it changes because things cannot change for it.
I know this is like some thrashy deep thought thing, but I cannot help these thrashy deep thought thing.
It just shows that I am thinking, and thinking really hard right now.
How i wish I was a different person.
I get feelings that I dont want and need.
Then I react the way I would, and it is bad.
The problem is not how I react.
Its these feelings that haunt me.
These feelings that are a burden.
Ok... I'm going into that weird creepy talk again.
That point aside, its time for more sane posting.
Tomorrow is marine cove!
I cant believe it!
Could this be true?
Everyone reading this, please come and watch us!
7-10pm at Marine Cove.
And, Happy Birthday Gaius.
Erm. Sorry for everything that could, would, should, have, had, will, is, happened/happening.
Yay!
I am beat.
I need some sleep.
Some serious sleep.
And that is what I am going to get!
Let's rock IT ; 12:01 AM ;